Life is Full of Denials and Lies

As some people say, "Telling the truth might hurt you more!" But I totally disagree with that because I just feel that "Telling me a lie will hurt me more than that!" To really find a good friend is not easy nowadays because so-called friends tend to take advantage of you when you are too honest to them. The world is getting too realistic and everyone tends to be selfish for their own benefits and neglects others around them. How many of them would really sincere when they talk about friendship with you! 

Just a story from me. Quite some time ago, I really thought that 2 of my buddies can really be good friends of mine regardless what will happen to us in the future. We used to crapped a lot with each other when ever we meet up or even through messages when we don't meet. But just before we were separated apart, a chain of lies were splashed onto me. And disappointment filled within me and emotionally upset. I kept on wondering why do they want to lie to me! And so, I prefer to keep my mouth shut to them now and try to assume things were the same as before, but it's not going to be forever. What I learnt from here is that, I shouldn't put the threshold of being a good friend so low or else I will be getting more disappointment.

For those who have these kind of friends around you, be more aware of being friends with them and try to be more independent. They might be the last person that you want to find in the contact list when you need help. 

Enjoy and have a nice day. Treasure every friendship!

What A Mood & What A Day

I wonder I should be happy or sad after knowing my placement?! To me, I always put companions ahead of challenges. If I have the chance to choose now, I would choose to stay in the same working place which I used to work with rather than changing to a whole new working environment. Anyway, I should be grateful that I am still working under the same hospital with the same management. Come on, life is never easy! Stressful life is awaiting for me. I still remember the quote that I have on my table, "Fight the war, Kill them all!" which always keep me fighting strong for every exams. I think it should carve this quote on my current working desk!

It's Friday today. Felt so irritated when everyone is working but I got to stay at home "to wait for work". And when other people finish work, that's when I got to start working! Anyway and anyway, Happy Friday and Padas White Water Rafting is waiting for me tomorrow!

Enjoy and have a nice weekend =)

Month of Christmas Dec'2012

One week after I came back here after a week of holiday at KL, my mum actually thought that I have came back here for more than a week already (She was just looking forward for time only)! Sometimes the time passes very fast for me but it is not the same for my mum. I guess it will be a very hard time for her to wait for another two months for me to go back again for Chinese New Year! 

December is the most fun month of the year because there are a number of holidays which fall into this month and we are getting our bonus too. But sad to say, I got to work on Christmas Day. Ish... Anyway, just bear with it for the next few weeks and here comes the New Year and it's January! Come on! Praying hard that each day comes faster!!! Looks like I am the one who is counting the days!

And one more thing, I have to wish all my friends who go their posting! Although many of them didn't get what they want, but I just want to wish them best of luck in their future new working place!

Enjoy and have a nice day...