My "Cita-cita"

I am very sure that many people would like to think back and laugh what do they wrote for their "cita-cita" during primaries or maybe secondaries. Ha-ha. No one could imagine that who are they in 5 or 10 years down the road...

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For me, I make wonders in my primary. Jokes which can really crack one's stomach because I can't really stop talking all the time! I don't know why do I have a great imagination but my "cita-cita" turned out to be a hawker, who sells noodles at road-side. Luckily my teacher didn't screw me up at that time because I was just a 10-years old boy. Then when I entered secondaries, I got more matured, so I changed my "cita-cita". But for goodness sake, no one could really figure why do I choose to become a priest. A catholic priest who doesn't get married.

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Oh gosh! When I told this to my sister at that time, my sister nearly fainted. Anyway, I do laugh back at her when she teases me with this matter because she thought of becoming a mini-bus conductor during her primaries. As time went by, it was already 13 years. My sister is now an accountant and I hope that I will pass out to become a pharmacist soon. None of our "cita-cita" do come true. No matter what we are now, money doesn't get into your pocket just like that. Effort is the most important thing to work on if you want to get big money! Remember, "No pain, no gain"!

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Hey, it is already 8pm. I missed my lunch, I think I better stop here and get my dinner now!

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Enjoy and have a nice day^^

Life Shoudn't Be Like That

Every time when I go pass this stall while I am on my way home, I will think back one of my very good buddy..

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I still remember I was about 11 years old at that time. My friend and I had tuition classes at my tuition teacher's house which was about 10 minutes walk from our house. My friend's father was a very nice person last time. No matter he got to go for 2 rounds to pick us up from my tuition teacher's house, he didn't mind to do so. So that was where I had my first experience riding on a bike. But when he had his car sometimes, we would go for supper after the tuition class. It was always that same small old stall by the road.

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As time passes by, life for my friend is not the same as last time. It is not the same family picture as few years ago. I was very sad with his condition because his father left them for another woman few months back. Since then, his father never go back home. I never meant to tell share this story but life shouldn't be unfair like this. Sometimes I really wonder, why does a guy needs a few wives? Come on, you can cater all the wives mentally and emotionally, but what about physically and some financially? Ok, I know man side is not the point for argument, but it is fair to the woman side?

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Guys cannot be too selfish. Respect for woman is a must if you want a good marriage to work out. Same goes to the woman as well. Marriage is foolish if you just want to get the key for sex. I think the hot one now would be Brad and Angelina. The society should be changing to a better one but...

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P.S. I always like to say, "旧的不去，新的不来!" But this doesn't apply in this situation.

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Enjoy and have a nice day..

Organ Donation

I am done with my Marketing. I have failed in Marketing again. I am starting to miss Mr Jony teachings. I hoped it was Mr Jony who taught me Marketing, so that I won't be killed by our present dear Marketing lecturer.
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Anyway, life still goes on though I failed my Marketing. What's the big deal! Haha.. Back to the main topic which is organ donation. As everyone knows, 2 hot campaigns are being promoted on the streets nowadays. One will be giving out free condoms to promote safe sex as well as avoiding the trasmission of HIV, for example in Singapore and the other one will be organ donation to save ones life. As you flip thro' today's newspapers, I am sure that you will come across with one news regarding a young lady donated her cornea after her fatal accident. How pure and sincere is her heart is but will other people take it as a motivation to support this campaign physically?
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Many volunteers are seeking for the society to donate their organs after they die but the response is not that good throughout the year. It is a different story when it comes to blood donation. I think everyone has the same opinion as me. I prefer donating my blood, but I will feel uneasy when I am asked on this organ donation matter. I simply having the mind-set that my body will not be disposed properly after they have removed my organs. Haha. Anyway, I will consider it again and again. Hopefully I can change my perception on this matter one day. So my friends, what are you waiting for!

Cheers and have a nice day^^

Frustrated and Not Impressed AT ALL

It was not my day in the university today. As far as I know, my degree of patience has been much greater than many years back but things just do not go to the right way today. Anyway, I kept my temper and expressed my frustration with some of my friends. Thanks for the sharing today, friends!
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I can consider myself as a partial perfectionist whereby I do not emphasise on doing things 100% perfect. I will consider the importance of each thing which I deal and evaluate the effort that I should put in dealing in them. I do not hope that everything that I do or others as well is perfect because I truly believe that NO ONE IS PERFECT IN THIS WORLD!
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I was so tensed up with a complete perfectionist and over-compromised with some minor who were over the limits. Sometimes, creativity is not the main character which makes up a story. Most importantly is conveying what the author is trying to tell his/ her audience. For example, Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince. The story from the movie is no where near to the story from the book. I believed that many Harry Potter supporters were very disappointed when the movie came up on show.
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Frankly speaking, I am glad and satisfy with myself on another hand because I was able to control my temper. I always tell myself that I must always be patient, try to forgive and forget.
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“Be patient with things which do not go your way, forgive for what they have done to you and forget about all.”
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I do not hope to repeat any unwanted cases since ‘that’ day onwards.

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Have a nice day.

Perceptions on Pharmacists

I went to the bank yesterday and an auntie came up to me and asked for my help. So I just helped her to fill up the form and wait for her number to come. Then she asked me something,

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“靓仔，你可定是还在读着书的哦？”

“是。”I answered.

“哇，很‘巴奈’(pandai) 喔！在读什么？”

“药科，读药的。”

“哇，可以赚到很多钱的哦！”

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Then her number came already, so that was our conversation. Sometimes I really wonder why does the society has the perception that pharmacists can earn big money! In reality, the real people who are making real big money in this society are the doctors.

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Anyway, I tried to be neutral (no bias) and think back again, but it doesn't really give me any sense at all. Here are the points, doctors do charge consultation fee which pharmacists do not charge; doctors do sell drugs at a very high profit margin but pharmacists will have no business if pharmacists do so. So where does the money come from?

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I have came across with a lot of pharmacists, no matter they are community, hospital, academic or industrial pharmacists, I still feel that they do not live in a wealthy life. It's really no where near when compared to doctors. Doctors can really afford to buy big bungalows, Mercedes, countless credit cards and so on. Moreover, I heard that the government has cut down the allowance for pharmacists last year. So what again? Pharmacists are getting lower pay but having equal workload as the doctors.

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Not surprising that more and more pharmacists are opening their own pharmacy as well as more and more people are taking up medic rather than pharmacy course.

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Have a nice day.

Nothing Can End Easily Except Yourself

Like what the Chinese always say, "猫有九条命" but is that really true? I think I have 9 lives as well but it all depends on how do you spend your life.
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I went for illegal campings which were super duper dangerous, but I came back home safely. I was hit by a car many years back. I have my arm dislocated and fractured, coma for one night and had to lay on a plain wood for one whole night in ICU, but I am now happily running around at the futsal field like nothing has happened before. And I also got my fingers cut by the grass scissors, my fingers was bleeding from the field to the sick room but I was still joking, "Can you please help me to wipe back my blood so that I can suck it back and replenish my blood instantly."

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Remember this, "What happened, what is happening n what will happen, all these happen because there is reason behind it...." Blasting of the 4 churches may have a reason behind it. God may want the narrow-minded people to open up their mind and look at things with a greater perspective. Accident? You are not buried 10 feet under the ground means that you still want to live because there is a reason behind it. As simple as ABC. If you believe that miracles do happens, why is Malaysia not having snow! This is nothing to do with faith; this is nothing to do with miracle; this is nothing to do with luck as well. My teacher taught me this, "You were the strongest sperm which won the battle against other sperms for the ovum. Since you have won that battle, why do you want to give up easily in life?"

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I think I have emphasised many times on this. No point looking back at things which have happened. Ask yourself, will they make you a better person tomorrow?

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Cheers and have a nice day^^

Fact That We Should Believe In

No one is perfect in this world.

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As many people say, mirror tells no lie. They believe in what the mirror tells them. It's ok if it's something positive, but it's really a chaos if it's something negative. This mentality has already sink your confidence into deep deep shit! It's something like you are saying that "I am going to die" before the war and that's how you die awfully later on. Frankly speaking, there are actually less than 10% of people in the society are fully confident and most of the 10% are politicians. This is reason on why they can rule you but not you who rule them.

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The another point is about physical appearance. 10 girls come to you and there will surely be more than 7 are actually complaining about themselves. Nothing is strange when it comes to guys nowadays. That's why there are many skin care products in the market are specially for guys as well. But the fact is "No one is perfect in this world!".

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Self-confidence is something which you need to fight for yourself and no one can give it to you. Like just now, you said that "I am going to die" in the war. Your mentality has already presume that you will die in the war, that's why you will never succeed. That's why in psychological aspect, the first thing that you need to do before you encounter a problem is to be mentally well-prepared. Fight against yourself first before encountering any problems. That's how you will handle things with full-confidence and 100% concentration. Remember that doing things prefectly is based on your attitude which is equals to 100.

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1 + 20 + 20 + 9 + 20 + 21 + 4 + 5 = 100 ATTITUDE

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Here's a tip for you! Always say that "I can do it and I will do my best!". Remember to be mentally well -prepared. Same goes to physical appearance. A beauty can go along with a beast and a frog can also go along with a princess. It is not about on how is your look but most importantly is how do you look on yourself. Beauty and ugly must always balance up. No one couple is prefect! I believe there is always Yin & Yang in this world; positive and negative as well as good and bad. We can talk about everything by using this concept. Imagine on how do you want to have children when you have 2 negative poles or 2 positive poles! No discrimination!

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Enjoy and have a nice day^^

Year 2009 Review

As what I always do for my diary, I will do a review for year 2009 in my blog as well. Hmm..

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I don't put much hope for every new year maybe it's because I don't do any wishes every year, not even my birthday. What's the big deal! I even served a funeral service on a new year morning few years back which my father screwed me up like hell at that time. I chose to believe that wishes and hopes are not the main characters in accomplishment but it is effort which do the job. But I do pray for everything and everyone. You can't change me because I am born to be a Taurus!

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I always emphasise to be a better person each and every year and I know that I can always achieve it. But how good it is, I don't really know. I used tell people that I am a "bad person" because I do not want to give disappointment to anyone if I can't fulfill their will as well as I do not want to put any pressure on myself to perform well. That's way much better right, folks? Ha-ha. It is actually some psychological battles over here. But I think the worse part is when someone praises you even before you even give your helping hands! =p

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Gathering, outing, gathering outing, dinner, dinner, outing, gathering... These will just continue and continue and continue.

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Life is tough when your friends are hinting you on a certain issue. Life is even tougher when your friends are pressurising you! Anyway, I managed to keep my stand strong and firm this year. "I managed to turn off all my electrical conductors and even had my insulators as secondary protections to prevent me from getting electrocution." Ha-ha.. But the main thing is I have new goals to achieve and I do not want any disruption to hinder me from achieving them. I know that I will totally lose concentration if I have to manage 2 things in my hand at one time. Then it really become a big disaster later on!

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Actually I have nothing much to say about year 2009. I started the year with year 2 semester 2 and ended year 3 semester 1 at the end of the year. Everything went smoothly at the beginning of the year but the year ended with some disappointment because I have to take supplementary paper for my marketing. Er. Other than that, everything went well for example Public Health Campaigns in January, February and July. Dr. Thet and Dr. Rao were the wonderful lecturers who left and the new comer was Mr. Lim (address as Dr. Lim soon). I hope that I can see new lecturers this semester.

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Live life happy. Have fun and have a nice weekend^^

Pictures from Taman Pertanian Outing

Paddy Field
Right Pathway



Just at the First Stop. No Bicycle at all.

The Hidden Lake

Rest Stop Before Going Down Hill from Right Pathway

Sky-trex Adventure (Little Adventure)


Last Group Picture

By the way, the entrance fee for each of the of the adventure has increased by RM 5 starting from 1st of January 2010. Remember to book early, friends!

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Have a nice day and happy new year^^